[But he shakes his head. Yuuto knows that sometimes, things are so ingrained in your mind that you can't pull them out with logic. It hurts. Being told you're flat-out wrong for being hurt is also painful.]
But that's not a bad idea, Fauna-san. 'Being useful' is kind of a sad way to put it, but...
While we're figuring it out, what if we help prevent others from becoming like us? For me, I think that would make me happy. I can't forget it, but I can turn it into a weapon and use it to help people! [And Yuuto begins to chop the air with his arm, as if he has a weapon.
Then he settles down again and smiles.]
And at the end, maybe we can be like Oyashiro-sama. Maybe we'll help so much that people understand we were hurting too and they forgive us. I think forgiveness is okay. It's harder than hating, but isn't it better for the people around us anyway? When I'm full of hate, it hurts so much... I wouldn't wish that on anyone.
Let's earn forgiveness, Fauna-san! Let's save people from anger and hatred!
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Ehehe... I don't think it contradicts itself..?
[But he shakes his head. Yuuto knows that sometimes, things are so ingrained in your mind that you can't pull them out with logic. It hurts. Being told you're flat-out wrong for being hurt is also painful.]
But that's not a bad idea, Fauna-san. 'Being useful' is kind of a sad way to put it, but...
While we're figuring it out, what if we help prevent others from becoming like us? For me, I think that would make me happy. I can't forget it, but I can turn it into a weapon and use it to help people! [And Yuuto begins to chop the air with his arm, as if he has a weapon.
Then he settles down again and smiles.]
And at the end, maybe we can be like Oyashiro-sama. Maybe we'll help so much that people understand we were hurting too and they forgive us. I think forgiveness is okay. It's harder than hating, but isn't it better for the people around us anyway? When I'm full of hate, it hurts so much... I wouldn't wish that on anyone.
Let's earn forgiveness, Fauna-san! Let's save people from anger and hatred!
[...] Sorry, I'm no good at words.