I see... I'm not surprised to hear it. I'd never even read of this in a fantasy novel before and I do a lot of reading. I suppose I was seeking comfort in commonality, but it would be unfortunate to hear this cycle is common, wouldn't it?

[Leo sighs. He hates that he was trying to find comfort.]

No matter. To your question, I guess I am ultimately disqualified from being a normal civilian. Unless you count the time when I was oblivious.