[ ...It was heavy. Heavier than Rinne had anticipated. That Mafuyu and Kanade found themselves in the world, both with so much trauma thrust upon them from their parents, both of them had their hangups in life that felt impossible to deal with alone, but too much for someone else to bear.
Rinne's first instinct is to bow his head. ]
I'm sorry for what you and your family have been through. I can't imagine how that feels.
[ His father is a scumbag, his mother was dead (as far as he knew), and for as much as he loved living with his grandparents, his life hadn't been the same since his grandfather passed away. ]
However... you shouldn't blame yourself. It sounds as if he was under a lot of pressure from those clients of his to capture lightning in a bottle again. Even if it was your words, that doesn't mean it's your burden to bear.
I can't speak for your father, but your music is important, Yoisaki Kanade. I believe it'll win the day, as it has before-- but, I don't believe it can fully grow within these doors. You have to plant the foundation with your circle mates... with your friends.
cw: suicidal ideation, starvation mention
Rinne's first instinct is to bow his head. ]
I'm sorry for what you and your family have been through. I can't imagine how that feels.
[ His father is a scumbag, his mother was dead (as far as he knew), and for as much as he loved living with his grandparents, his life hadn't been the same since his grandfather passed away. ]
However... you shouldn't blame yourself. It sounds as if he was under a lot of pressure from those clients of his to capture lightning in a bottle again. Even if it was your words, that doesn't mean it's your burden to bear.
I can't speak for your father, but your music is important, Yoisaki Kanade. I believe it'll win the day, as it has before-- but, I don't believe it can fully grow within these doors. You have to plant the foundation with your circle mates... with your friends.