[ She types that out so there's at least a show of a response before she sends a separate message, private: ]
I don't want to admit it in public.
But this time of the year has sucked for the last two years.[ She was actually dead one year in December and the other was just... stressful. ] It'd probably be better for me to separate myself, anyway. From holiday things. I'd only get jealous.
[ That isn't the only thing that she's been thinking about but it's the thing that she's going to actually say. ]
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[ She types that out so there's at least a show of a response before she sends a separate message, private: ]
I don't want to admit it in public.
But this time of the year has sucked for the last two years.[ She was actually dead one year in December and the other was just... stressful. ] It'd probably be better for me to separate myself, anyway. From holiday things. I'd only get jealous.
[ That isn't the only thing that she's been thinking about but it's the thing that she's going to actually say. ]